Seeking Whatever (Myself?) -- 2012.06.08

I withdrew from the position for which I interviewed on Wednesday. Maybe I'm letting the process make me feel awkward. Maybe it's fear of failure, of being soft after 8 years in one place. Or fear of change.

One way or another, change is coming.

But I saw the look in my interviewer's eye and it scared me.

Other snafus emerged today. Pretty much blew everything off to play SWTOR. The sounds bled into a meeting that was probably pointless. Still it gave me some embarrassment.